i don't even know why i opened the site in the first place.
it's 00:14 when i type this, and i just finished reading The Fault In Our Stars an hour-or-so a go, for the second time.
i don't know, the book is so popular that i NEED to read it twice to understand why the book is so popular. and i failed. i have read the book twice and although i appreciate it better, i still think that people are overrating the book. maybe because most of the readers are extreme-emotionally-unstable-teenagers, i guess? (not that i've turned into a completely-stable person, anyway..)
the book is sad, i admit. but to be "punished" that way for its rudeness is somehow TOO much, for me.
anyway.
you just never know what will happen next, right?
i was so happy, this time two days ago.
and i'd be soooo upset and mad and angry as hell in about one hour & 25 mins to go two days ago.
man, life and its unpredictability.
x
Thursday, January 16, 2014
Tuesday, January 07, 2014
bonded.
waking up to
the news that Theo will be out for at least six months.
i was
crying, the boys are sad and we miss him already. Theo is not just some boy
running and scoring for us on the pitch. he is our friend, he is one of us.
ever since
Poldi and Oli came, so many things have changed. the squad were getting closer
to each other and after continuous bonding sessions, they are tight. they are not only partners on the
field, they are best friends out of it, they are family, they are bonded, all
of them.
they smile and
laugh at photos & videos, and that’s not because they want people to think
they are happy, it’s because they simply are. with each other, through thick
and thin.
they
celebrate each other’ birthdays, they miss each other when they are apart.
i have realized
that for a while now, but the latest news of Theo bring clearer image.
it’s not about
winning the title and everything anymore, it’s about making each other happy,
and winning is one of the way to do it. it’s about the will to fight together
not because their job description tells them to, but because they want to,
because they’d love to.
we’ve been
waiting and gone through a lot of pain for this moment to come, and now it is
here.
our main
target now is to win the league, and the champs league if not too much. but
even if we don’t win any this year, we’ll still have each other. and i think
that’s good enough.
i know this moment will not lasts
forever, and that’s exactly why i want to cherish it while i still can.
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