NEW BEGINNING

not going to say bunch of words here, but..

I GOT ACCEPTED INTO FACULTY OF LAW, DIPONEGORO UNIVERSITY, 2013.
what makes it more special is that i got there through snmptn system.
and what makes it much more special is that it's the faculty of law!!
can you imagine? that's the dream and i fuckin nailed it.

i am so happy i can't really say anything about this but i am spectacularly happy.

Alhamdulillah, much much Alhamdulillah.

buat temen temen gue yang belom diterima di fak dan univ impian, semangat! kalian pasti bisa! impossible is nothing. you'll nail it.

sampe ketemu di UnDip, buat yang bakal jadi mahasiswa UnDip.

salam rantau!

is not it?

it's midnight. right when i type this word, it's 00:23. i just congratulated my buddy on his 18th bday, 27 mins ago. it was yesterday, wasn't it?
my best buddy ever, yes he is. he is my best buddy, ever.

it's pretty quite around here. my cousin is gonna be engaged this afternoon. pretty fast, isn't she? 4 people away and it'll be me. (practically speaking)

hah, life. it's difficult to talk about.

is not it?

you are, del. you really are. :)

FREEDOM IS HERE

the national examination is finally off!
i'm both happy and terrified. on one side, i do not have to wake up in the early morning anymore just to find out that i have to learn about things i do not wanna learn. on the other side, i do not wanna lose my play time with my buddys, yet.
my three-year of senior high school was amazing, it was both heaven and hell. i'm loving and hating every minute of  it.
i do wish i could had more time of it, but i cannot wait any longer for my university era to start.

i'm wishing myself my best of luck, my best of spirit.
ganbatte!

strike!

i like him, i honestly & helplessly like him. apart from him being a such a twat, without judging what club he's playing for now, apart from what club has he dumped like shit before.

he was my fav striker, second after Thierry. he was my reliable captain, without counting the previous ones which i hadn't been the fan of the club.

he is wild, he's versatile, he kept on saving our asses, he's that one reliable pure striker who scores when he wants.
he was and still is the top scorer of Premier League.

what i knew about him was that he was a humble player, loving father of two kids with a beautiful wife. he respected the manager. he hailed his club, club that had faith in him.

if only, if only i was unluckily not a gooner, he would undoubtedly be my fav player —not only fav striker— in the PL.
but then again, i'm a gooner which i considered as my luckiness. i'm just a normal fan who will NOT accept any kind of disrespectful actions against my beloved club.

ah, he was long gone and we've moved on.
why am i talking about this in the 1st place, anyway?

book as book, not film

so here's my opinion: 

some books are better stay as books.

sometimes the movie makers just failed to deliver the messages and ruined the whole things instead. or they even failed to interpret the stories.

i've read Perahu Kertas, a long time ago. and i like it, i like it so much that i've read them for 3 times and still crying over it and feeling so amazed. then they made it a film, two even. i haven't watch them, maybe i wouldn't. because i've fallen for the book that i don't want a film or two ruined it. even when i have none of knowledge about the movies, whether they are good or sucks.

sometimes the movie makers failed to keep the stories stick together. sometimes they changed the details in order to attract more moviegoers.

maybe they don't care, maybe you don't care either. but well, tell me how would you feel when you finished reading a novel and you fell into the story and then you watch the movie and it become a huge disappointment of yours?

anyway, i really wish nobody is going to make Fifty Shades trilogy a movie. or three.

2012

taun lalu gue ngepost disini, judulnya '2011'. sekarang gue ngepost disini, judulnya '2012'.

gila ye, setaun cepet banget (tiap akhir taun ngomong gini mulu). buat gue, 2012 cukup berkesan. kesannya? kesan baik. tapi ya ada juga kesan buruknya. that's why we called it 'life', not a fairy-perfect-tale.

2012 gue dibuka dengan King Henry balik ke Arsenal and he nailed it! geez i was beyond haaappy. dan setelah itu banyak kejadian memorable lainnya. bali jogja seangkatan, baduy, bazkom grand carnival, Arsenal 3rd place, Arjuna, naksir orang baru, finally graduated from LIA, spain juara eropa (lagi!), ditinggal sang kapten ke MU which really was devastating for me, dapetin Poldi Santi dan Oli, ke bali dua kali dalam kurun 2 bulan, turning on 17 and got my own KTP!!!, got my own car with my name on the documents!, pacarnya fabregas hamil dan kabarnya si bayi itu perempuan, KETEMU CESC dan Xabi Alonso!!!, ketemu sama sodara jauh yang ternyata beyond fuuuun, dan hal-hal #wazzek lainnya yang gamungkin diuraikan satu-satu disini.

intinya, i thank Allah for the life He has given to me. for the joys and sadness. for the laughters and the cries. thank you, Ya Allah. Alhamdulillah.

in 2013, may His blessings always be upon us. may we live happily and always feeling grateful.

may He help us to get through this year and give us strengths to get what we want&need.


Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

p.s.: Sabila Fadhiah, Fakultas Hukum Universitas Indonesia, 2013. AAAMIN

my non-sugar-daddy club

''you don't choose a football club to be the club you support. it's God that choose you to be their supporter.'' --- Anonymous

honest opinion? i'm agree with that anonymous. i don't know why, maybe bcos i myself never chose myself to be the supporter of Arsenal. it just happens that way.

today i feel so grateful that Allah chose me to be the supporter of Arsenal, not of some Sugar Daddy Clubs (you-know-who). oh yes of course they've got trophies to be proud about, but am i --are we, Gooners-- jealous with them? the honest answer is no. no i'm not lying, the answer is no, i'm --we are, Gooners-- not jealous. why? bcos we've got anything better than them. yes me myself is really craving for real trophies, but to be jealous of those Sugar Daddy Clubs? oho no no. they've got money, we've got class. they've got trophies, we are on the way to that. yes Arsenal may still have a long way to that stage of winning the league again or maybe Champions League, but we are on our way to that. we don't know when, but we know we will be there, with our hardworks and faiths and patiences, we know we will.

this evening i heard the news about Robberto Di Matteo got sacked by Chelsea. the sugar daddy, Roman Abramovich is a smart yet impatient rich guy with a big ambition of be the best in the world with his beloved Chelsea Football Club. they are looking for their 9th/10th manager in their last 8 years with mr. Roman while my beloved club is sticking to their loyal-16-years manager. i'm glad we do. i couldn't picture the days of Arsenal without Arséne. i couldn't and i don't want to. i love him and the whole club. yes, i do.

we are still far from winning the league or CL, in my current thinking. but are you confident enough that your sugar daddy will always sticks with the club forever and not run away with all of the money when they someday bored with the club? :)

i'm not saying that supporting the sugar daddy clubs is wrong and you should support Arsenal instead, i'm just saying that i'm grateful to be the supporter of my club, my non-sugardaddy-club.

good night. love football and keep goonerish!