still.

here i'm again. hmmm he's leaving us. now, i feel so sad about this. 2nd broken heart in 2011. in my life, actually. but this is the most broken heart moment, ever. i cried, yeah  =_=  useless, i know. but i cant hold this tears any longer. i cant pretend like i'm okay when he's leaving us. i cant say i'm fine when he's now apart from us. Arsenal and Cesc used to be one. Cesc is Arsenal. and Arsenal Captain is Cesc. but now? no more. Cesc is Gunner, but not Arsenal. Arsenal's Captain isn't him anymore. i cant see him plays such a beautiful games with the captain ban on his arm anymore. i cant see him in red shirt with gun in his chest again. he's still my numero four, but not in Arsenal.

thank you Cesc for playing for Arsenal. thank you for making me smile. thank you for being my hero. please stay the same and change only if you're becoming better <3 i'll support you no matter what. through your misses and shots on target. through your good and bad times. through your injuries. through your international games. 'cause i love you. <3 <3 <3 and..thank you for made love and know about football. it started from you! hahahaha. but i will always be a Gooner. i will always support Arsenal, just like when you were still here. with or without you, Arsenal is Arsenal. and i will always be their fan.

xoxo -ur biggest lover-