got this from tumblr.

I DARE YOU TO ANSWER THESE 102 QUESTIONS.
  
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? -well, i dunno.
 
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? -hmm, yes. but my crush is 16.

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? -yesterday.

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? -why not?
 
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? -apologize first, next step is depending on their reaction.

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? -yes, ''terlalu - maliq''
 
7. What exactly are you wearing right now? -omg, towel.
 
8. How often do you listen to music? -at least 7hours a day.
 
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? -jeans
 
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012? -wallahualam.
 
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? -social but ansos sometime.

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘B’?

13. What about ‘S’? -i dont really remember, but i think, no i'm not.

14. Can you drive a stick shift?

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?

16. Are you going out of town soon?

17. When was the last time you cried?

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? -i've told my crush, i loved him.

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?

24. What are you sitting on right now?

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? -yes, my right now crush.

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?

28. Do you get a lot of colds?

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?

30. Does anyone hate you?

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?

32. Do you like watching scary movies?

33. Do you want your tongue pierced?

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?

35. Did you have a dream last night? -yes, about someone called cute pig. *lirik syifa*

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? 20 06 11

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

40. Did you have a good day yesterday? -not really.

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?

44. What’s the best part about school? -friends.

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? -hmmmm yap.

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? -sometimes.

48. Were you single over the last summer? -yesh.

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? -no.

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? -take a bath.

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? -no.

52. Are you nice to everyone? -hmmm, ask my friends.

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? -hahahaha, i never expect would liked one of my friend, and i ended up love him.

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? -yessshhhhh.

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? -sometimes.

56. Do you think you like someone? -maybe, it's complicated.

57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘T’? -no.

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? -boys, but girls are okay if they are not bawel and caper.

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? -yes.

60. Do you hate anyone? -currently, yes.

61. How’s your heart? -complicated right now.

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? -yes.

63. Have you ever cried over a guy? -please dont tell anyone, but yes.

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? -maybe my dumb ass sister.

65. Are your toenails painted pink? -no.

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? -i wish, it wont be.

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? -no, i hate it.

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? -no..

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? -i dont remember.

70. How do you look right now? -normally.

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? -Alhamdulillah, yes.

72. Can you commit to one person? -insya Allah

73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? -dwiki priyadel.

74. Have you ever felt replaced? -ofcourse, yea.

75. Did you wake up cranky? -hmmm, dunno.

76. Are you a jealous person? -sometimes.

77. Are relationships ever worth it? -yes.

78. Anyone you’re giving up on? -my crush.

79. Currently wanting to see anyone? -CESC

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? -nothing.

81. Last person you cried in front of? -syifa&omar

82. Is there someone you will never forget? -yeah, there's some people i wont ever forget.

83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? -no.

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? -saying Alhamdulillah.

85. Are you over your past? -yeah.

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? -no, they became my bestie after i moved on.

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? -probably yes, but i'm in the mode of not trusting anyone.

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? -ERRRR ABSOLUTELY.

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? -AHAHAHAHA, ofcourse.

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? -yeeeeaaahhhhh.

91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? -i dunno

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? -no

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? -no.

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? -no i'm not.

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? -i probably would be happy if he was with me, but well.. he is someone else's.

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? -a little bit.

97. Who do you have texts from? -my friends, and my operator.

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? -congrats dude!! i wish she could make u so happy.*big smile*

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? -yes

100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? -my friends

101. Ever kissed under fireworks? -not yet

102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? -yes, my crush.

sesuka lo.

suka. lo semua pasti tau kan apa itu''suka''? well, gak semua ''suka'' itu sifatnya positif. kalo lo ''suka'' nonjok, atau ''suka'' ngebunuh orang, gaenak juga kan jdnya. tapi intinya lo semua pasti tau ''suka''. dan yg skrg mau gue omongin itu, ttg ''suka'' yg positif. lebih spesifiknya, suka sama lawan jenis.

nah, sebelomnya gue gapernah kepikiran soal ini, apalagi buat dipost di blog. tapi tadi gara-gara gue ngobrol soal ''suka-sukaan'' sama nadiyah di motor, gue jd kepikiran. lucu ya, rasa ''suka'' ke lawan jenis itu bisa dtg dr mana aja, bisa mulai dari kayak gmn aja. bisa gara-gara ditemenin di 711 abis buka puasa, bisa gara-gara ditanyain udh bikin peer apa belom, bisa gara-gara sering diajak chat, bisa gara-gara gebetan lamanya selalu nyakitin dia, bisa gara-gara dikasih bunga pas drama, bisa gara-gara merasa familiar sm muka dia dan akhirnya malah kecantol beneran, atau yang paling kocak: suka gara-gara pernah satu angkot. ya intinya rasa suka itu bisa tumbuh dr siapa aja, kapan aja, dan dimana aja.

gue punya bbrp pengalaman suka sama cowok yang proses awalnya tuh rada abnormal. waktu kls 7, di smabel tuh ada pendidikan paskibra dasar pas mos, nah waktu itu giliran kls gue yg dpt pendidikan itu, trs gue iseng nyari-nyari kakak paskib yg ganteng, dan gue dipaksa kecewa karna ternyata gaada, eeeeh tiba-tiba....datanglah seorang kakak paskib cowok kls 9 dr kejauhan, sambil lari-lari gara-gara dtgnya kesiangan, dan lucky me: dia ngelatih kls gue. di kacamata gue, dia tuh ganteng. manis, badannya semok gitu. tapi bukan itu yg bikin gue punya rasa yg tak biasa, waktu lagi latihan hormat, gue yg cuma anak bawang yg gangerti apa-apa, salah cara hormatnya. dan dia sebagai kakak pelatih pun membantu gue buat benerin posisi tangan gue.          dia..megang..tangan..gue. AAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kapan lagi kan, bs dipegang sama orang ganteng!!! nah, sejak kejadian itu akhirnya gue jadi suka ngeliatin dia, walaupun (pastinya) secara diam-diam. biasanya sih, gue liatin dia dr lantai 3, waktu dia br dtg pas pagi. nah rasa suka inituh juga bikin kewarasan gue agak sedikit berkurang. suatu hari, gue pernah liat si kakak bawa tempat minum berwarna ijo, dan sejak hari itu, gue jd suka beli barang2 warna ijo, dan akhirnya gue suka ijo, sampe skrg ._. (end of story: 1)

cerita suka-sukaan konyol yang selanjutnya tuh waktu gue kelas 8. jadi waktu itu, guru bahasa indo gue nyuruh sekelas buat bikin drama, nah itukan dibagi berkelompok. nah, gue sekelompok sama orang yang dicerita ini adalah gebetan gue. tapi sebelom drama itu, gue gaada perasaan apa-apa. jadi..drama kelompok gue itu ada adegan si gebetan gue itu (sebut saja: Y) nembak gue pake bunga dan lagu derby romero yg judulnya ada asmara-asmaranya itu. sebenernya sih sampe drama selesai pun, gue msh biasa aja. sampe akhirnya........... (jengjengjengjenggg) abs pulang sekolah setelah drama itu, gue main kerumah temen gue bernama nadya, kita naik angkot, nah diangkot itu gue kan msh bawa2 bunga mawarnya, trs gue dicengin-cengin kan, dan tbtb gue jd ngerasa ada ''kupu-kupu'' diperut gue saat itu juga, dan yap...gue jd suka sm dia beneran. lama loh sukanya!! #penting. dan he's one of the person i ever liked and will never be forgotten. duh, kenangan selama 9bulan suka itu sweet-sweet bangettt :3 oiya, gue mulai suka sama dia itu tanggal 9 januari 2009. (end of story: 2)

nah cerita ketiga dan terakhir. sebenernya ini bukan perasaan suka yang dirasain di hati, tapi lebih ke nyenengin mata aja. jadi, waktu itu gue diminta buat ikut LDKS 68 2011-2012. nah wkt disana tuh ada acara debat buat anak kls 10-nya, kebetulan gue dan temen gue, andri, diminta jd pengawas debat antara kelompok 1 dan kelompok 2. waktu lagi enak2 sok galak, gue merasa familiar sama muka salah satu anak di kelompok 1, namanya hmmm duh censored aja deh ya, sebut aja deku. gue tanya, dia sekolah dmn, dia blg di al-azhar, nah gue gak merasa punya kenalan di al-azhar. trs gue tanya punya kakak gak, siapa tau gue kenal kakaknya kan, trs dia blg dia punya, tapi ternyata gue gakenal juga. nah sejak itu gue jd suka ngeliatin dia, abs mukanya imut bgt. tapi sampe skrg gue msh gatau knp gue bisa ngerasa familiar sm mukanya ._. oiya, bibirnya dia tebel loh (‾̴̴͡͡•‾̴̴͡͡) #abaikan (end of story: 3)


selain asal muasalnya yg kadang gajelas, rasa suka juga bisa nyulap lo jadi orang yang rada abnormal. kalo lo lagi suka sama orang, lo bisa banget jadi ngelakuin hal-hal aneh/gila/kurang kerjaan atau ya intinya kalo org normal liat, tuh gak normal, tentang org yg lo sukain. misalnya lo jadi suka buka timeline org yg lo suka dalam frekuensi sering didalem satu hari, atau lo jadi tau hal-hal ttg dia sampe sedetail2nya. misalnya: tau warna kesukaan adeknya, majalah langganan bapaknya, resep favorit ibunya, atau mungkin warna daleman pembantunya. ya intinya lo selalu pgn tau apa aja yg berhubungan sama si doi. dan kalo lo suka sama orang, itu efektif bgt buat ningkatin rasa malu lo, padahal biasanya lo tipe org yg bodo amatan.

tapiii selain nyebabin rasa seneng, "suka" juga bisa banget bikin lo kecewa. ya biasanya sih karena akhir kisah lo sama si doi gak berujung sesuai harapan. hmmm selo ajalah kalo cuma suka doang. yang repot ya kalo udah lebih dr suka..... hm. gue saranin, pinter-pinter deh jaga hati. kalo masih umur segini, mending batesin perasaan lo, jgn sampe lebih dr suka. tapi sebenernya u cant control ur feeling sih, kalo tiba-tiba lo fall in love, diri lo sendiri pun gaakan bisa ngehindarin itu. jadi nikmatin aja. kalo sakit, jalanin aja, nanti juga ilang sendiri. :D

nah segitu ajadeh post tentang suka-sukaan gue, gue tau ini sebenernya gapenting ._. makasih loh kalo udh luangin waktunya buat baca!

"u kno u're fall in love, when finally reality is much better than ur dream."

*tertohok*

Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene

Im begging of you please don't take my man

Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene

Please don't take him just because you can
Your beauty is beyond compare

With flaming locks of auburn hair

With ivory skin and eyes of emerald green

Your smile is like a breath of spring

Your voice is soft like summer rain

And I cannot compete with you, jolene

He talks about you in his sleep

There's nothing I can do to keep
From crying when he calls your name, jolene

And I can easily understand

How you could easily take my man

But you don't know what he means to me, jolene

You could have your choice of men
But I could never love again

Hes the only one for me, jolene

I had to have this talk with you

My happiness depends on you

And whatever you decide to do, jolene

Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene

Im begging of you please don't take my man

Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene
Please don't take him even though you can

Jolene, jolene

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