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i dont know why i sent that offline chat to him. i dont know the exact reason, maybe i'm just missing him.
it's been awhile, about 2 months since the last time i talked to him and he decided to get the fck out of my life. i guess it was my mistake, i said i had a crush on someone in the school, i even mentioned the name. i didnt mean anything by saying that, i really didnt and now i am regretting that.

i can tell he was in pain that day i told him. the way he said ''oh ya, now i will leave you and my feelings for you. hope he'll know somebody out there is needing his admirer so  goddamn bad but it's okay. bye, good luck with life.'' and then *click* was all i heard.

i know it was a mistake to let you go, jun. what an ungrateful kind of girl i am, obviously.

maybe you've moved on there and forgot about me, but i am still sorry for every wrong things i've done to you.

i'm so sorry.

i miss you, always.