kemaren gue baru balik abis 3 hari seneng-seneng bareng dalmatian. dari pagi kmrn, perasaan gue udh gak karu-karuan. bingung. kalut. galau. dua hari yang lalu, waktu api unggun, waktu salam-salaman dan peluk-pelukan, gue blg sama farhan ''han, gue pernah suka sm lo'' sambil nangis sesegukan dan tanpa disangka dia meluk gue, dan gue meluk dia balik -kesempatan- hahhahahaha tapi gue kaget, knp wkt dia meluk gue, ''sengatan listrik'' itu udh gaada lagi. hrsnya gue seneng, karna berarti gue gabakal sedih lagi tiap liat dia sm putri. tapi gue ngerasa ada yg ilang. udh 11bulan sejak pertama kali gue ngerasa gakuat kalo liat matanya. udh 11bulan sejak gue guling-guling dikasur gara-gara kesenengan pas dia mention pertama kali -minta followback-, udh berbulan-bulan sejak cuma dia yg pgn gue liat tiap hari, sejak gue selalu ngebuka @farhangendeng buat ngecheck apa aja yg dia tweet (walaupun kegitan itu terpaksa gue hentiin sejak 4bulan yg lalu). kadang gue gak pengen gak punya perasaaan apa-apa lagi buat farhan. kadang gue ngerasa suka sm farhan itu bikin gue nyaman. gue gapernah se-lama ini suka sm org. well, gue gak cuma suka sm dia. zzzzz. tapi di lain sisi, gue gapengen terus-terusan sedih tiap liat doi sama doinya. gue gapernah marah atau merasa di-mt-in karna doinya doi itu tmn gue juga. gue cuma marah sm diri gue sendiri, knp gue ngebiarin farhan nguasain gue. tapi yaudahlah, semuanya udh lewat, i'm moving on and raise the white flag. kalo kata SO7 sih ''ku terima kekalahankuuu~''
makasih, han. lo udh ngasih banyak memori indah buat gue. saat-saat yg rasanya realita lebih baik dr mimpi. makasih pernah ngasih gue harapan, walaupun ternyata itu cm ada di otak gue. makasih buat tetep bersikap biasa walaupun lo udh tau gue suka sm lo. makasih karna lo dulu pernah duduk disebelah gue, ngajak gue iringan motor bareng, dan masiiiiiih banyak hal yg udh lo lakuin dan ngebuat gue ngerasa gak biasa. makasih juga karna akhirnya lo udh nyadarin gue kalo gue terlalu banyak berharap. kalo apa yg gue pikirin selama ini tuh salah. makasih han. mungkin skrg gue udh gak ngarep apa-apa lagi, mungkin ''sengatan listrik'' itu bukan buat lo lagi, tapi kata org, cinta pertama itu gak pernah mati. berarti lo bakal ada selamanya disini, dihati gue. mungkin lo org pertama yg gaakan jd temen deket gue setelah gue gak suka lg sm lo. tp gue gpp. emg gue yg gbs deket sm lo dr dulu. sekali lagi, makasih ya han. gue syg sm lo.

he's on his way to my city. and i can't meet or even see him.

for you.

pertama-tama, gue mau ngucapin terimakasih buat wening yg udah ngenalin gue dgn The Downtown Fiction. em.. knp jd kyk dpt award *???* gara-gara wening, gue jd tau lagu TDF yg judulnya ''your voice'' dan nyadar kalo lyricnya tuh.. buat cesc bgt. well, udah berpuluh-puluh hari sejak terakhir kali gue liat cesc. kangen, banget malah. he's more than special for me, even so many people don't understand about this feeling, but who cares? dari banyak tontonan di tv, gue udah berpuluh-puluh kali kepincut sama cogan-cogan dan berakhir dgn ngesearch profile mereka di google. tapi ya semuanya sama, cuma selesai sampe disitu. bsknya gue gak pernah inget ttg doi lagi. gak tertarik buat ngesearch lebih jauh. tapi cesc tuh beda. maybe, i fall for him. i never get bored with him. through his childish to his bready face. i feel like...stuck with him but happy. and one more thing, words never enough to describe this feeling. so, i dedicated this song for you, my favourite star-the thief of my heart, Francesc Fabregas Soler.

YOUR VOICE - THE DOWNTOWN FICTION

Let go don't you know she said you're never gonna get her
girl [get her him]
I smile for a while because I'm sure that I know better
[better]
I think I'm falling in love
but baby you're not here

I heard your voice on the radio
I know every word and the way it goes
If you could only play your old sweet song for me
When I saw your face on the TV screen
If you only knew how much you mean to
A boy girl like me, a small town boy girl like me

Something now where do I begin I swear I know you
[know you]
Every word sounds absurd but I know that I can show you
[show you]
I think I'm falling in love but baby you're not here

Those boys girls that you write all of your songs about
Did anyone ever write you back
Well here's mine
I hope you get it in time

Well we'll meet some day and I hope you'll see
That that boy girl you wanted, well it was me
Just a boy girl like me
A small town boy girl like me
[boy girl like me]


sekian.

hari jadi

ALOHAAAA~ hari ini, tanggal 2 juni tahun 2011, gue -Sabila Fadhiah- berulangtaun yg ke 16. errrr... udah tua ya :3 sejujurnya taun ini gue gak se-excited taun-taun kemaren buat nyambut hari besar ini. kenapa? gatau juga sih. mungkin karna diotak gue angka 16 tuh udah mau tahap dewasa, dan gue gasuka itu.

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tapi walaupun gak terlalu excited, gue tetep gabisa tdr sebelom pergantian hari dari tanggal satu ke tanggal 2. well, gue ttp pgn tau apa ada yg peduli sm gue *ganyambung*. nah, sebelom pergantian hari tadi pagi, gue sempet ikut conf dalmatian dari jam 10-an. dan mereka nemenin gue sampe pergantiah hari loh <3 dan pas pergantian hari, mereka langsung ngucapin. UNYUUUU. thank u so mucho guys. hm.. dibawah nih ada foto-foto yg ada hubungannya sm ultah gue hari ini.

ucapan dari dinda yg dikirim lewat twitpic jam 12malem

ucapan dari devi yang dijadiin dp bbm sm doi <3

sebagian dari recent updates pas pergantian hari.

asem.

reply ter-favorit.

ucapan paling kurang asem.

kue surprise pertama. dari: orang-orang dirumah.

harusnya kue ini dikasih ke gue pas surprise party dari dalmatian td siang. tp berhubung yg bawa -adhis- disuruh bapaknya pulang sebelom sempet nyampe kerumah gue, jd kue ini baru bsk bakal dikasih ke gue.

sebagai ganti kue yg blm sempet dikasih tu, anak-anak dalmatian yg lain beli ice cream di indomaret buat dijadiin (seolah-olah)  kue. <3

mau-nya sih dikasihnya kue yg kayak gini.......

atau kayak gini.

nah. itu dia. sebenernya sih msh ada foto-foto lain waktu lagi dikerjain sm anak dalmatian dan waktu lg lunch brg td siang, tapi berhubung belom diupload, gue masukin sini nanti aja ya nyusul. oke? oke.

happy sixteen, everyone. muchas gracias, Amigos. te amo. adios~

wassalam.

the song.

well, setelah liat post bocah-bocah dalmatian di blog kelas, gue jadi pgn nulis juga. tp sayangnya, belom ada ide apa-apa. yaaa kalo disuruh tulis doangsih bisa, tp jadi gak 'bernyawa' gtloh. hehehe. #gaya. oke jd skrg gue mau ngepost ttg lyric lagu yg menurut gue passssssssssss bgt buat dalmatian. seenggaknya, menurut gue.
here it is.















NE-YO  -   NEVER KNEW I NEEDED

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing, oh yeah


For the ending of my first begin
(Ooh, yeah yeah, ooh, yeah yeah)
And for the rare and unexpected friend
(Ooh, yeah yeah, ooh, yeah yeah)
For the way you're something that I'd never choose
But at the same time, something I don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear, I need you here always

My accidental happily
(Ever after)
The way you smile and how you comfort me
(With your laughter)
I must admit you were not a part of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
(When you were here)
You the best thing I never knew I needed
(That I needed)
So now it's so clear, I need you here always (Now it's so clear)

Who knew that I could be
(Who knew that I could be)
So unexpectedly
(So unexpectedly)
Undeniably happier
Sitting with you right here, right here next to me
Girl, you're the best



nah itu barusan lagunya. kalo gatau gmn nadanya, silahkan tanya pada orang ini.




sekian. wassalam
P.S= I LOVE YOU DALMATIAN. LOOOONG LIVE.